39. Anđa and Mister God

Objavljeno, 27.2.2019. | My Yes To Life journey

The law of your mind is the law of belief.
All your experiences, events, conditions, and acts are the reactions of your subconscious mind to your thoughts. Remember, it is not the thing believed in, but the belief in your own mind which brings about the result. Cease believing in the false beliefs, opinions, superstitions, and fears of mankind. Begin to believe in the eternal verities and truths of life which never change. Then, you will move onward, upward, and Godward.

Murphy, Joseph. The Power of Your Subconscious Mind (p. 5). Martino Fine Books. Kindle Edition.

As a child I had a very close relationship to God whom I started to imagine differently after I read the book “Mister God, this is Anna” by Finn, in the beginning of the ’80s, where Anna’s and Mister God’s relationship perfectly resembled mine.

Growing up, I got angry with the corporation of the church and my relationship with that side of my spirituality had cooled down until it all came back in a big way through some amazing books I’ve got and read recently.

In my meditations, I met up with Christ again, but it wasn’t Jesus Christ per se, it was Christ Consciousness, just like Buddha Consciousness, which is something just beautiful and indescribable. I felt a familiar presence and a very strong feeling of closeness with it, but at first, I reacted very much like a human, starting with an internal dialogue like this: “Hey, forgive me for abandoning you”… and similar guilty conscience excuses of a lost sheep (Although, I left the dogma of religion because I wasn’t a sheep in the first place). But really; guilty consciousness? That’s what happens when a man imagines God based on his ego perception of an easily offended egomaniac who, even though they call him love, he ruthlessly punishes if you misbehave.

I don’t know. I can’t fathom God with my limited human mind but that presence in my meditation was pure Love (it deserves a capital L) and nothing but love and this Love was omnipresent and I felt whole. Love doesn’t judge. All of a sudden my fears seemed petty to me and I felt awash with humility before this giant goodness. I really can’t explain it better. I remember I cried from joy and the feeling that everything is alright and everything will be ok.

Yesternight, I wished to have a conversation with Mister God and I tried to remember how I used to do it. First, I reminded myself of how happy I was and how my life has changed. I noticed that the people I’m surrounded by are high vibrating, amazing people: satisfied, grateful, self-fulfilled, successful…

  • It’s no surprise when you’ve changed your vibration…
  • Yes, I have and I’m passionately training it every day… Am I talking to myself right now?
  • Yes, you are. You always are. But, WHO AM I AND WHO ARE YOU?
  • Well, I am You and You are me.
  • Yes.

In the film “10 Commandments” Charlton Heston, Moses, meets God who is depicted as a burning bush. For a long time they kept secret the name of the actor who played God’s voice, but later they revealed that it was Heston but his voice was deepened with special effects.

The scene, drawn verbatim from the Bible, offers a magnificent spiritual insight: The voice of God is your own voice. When God speaks to you—which occurs every moment, whether or not you are aware of it—you are receiving guidance from your own Self. When you talk to God, you are having a conversation with yourself. The “I am” that you are is the “I am” that God is.

Cohen, Alan. A Course in Miracles Made Easy (p. 9). Hay House. Kindle Edition.

My old friend has always been here with me. He was that voice that is not a voice but “knowing”, my guidance, my intuition, the voice of my subconscious mind that takes care of trillions of complicated life functions, keeps me alive, constantly repairing me and brings me back to homeostasis. My subconscious mind has a perfect blueprint of my perfect body because it has assembled me and it knows how to perfectly repair me. It is kinda logical to me. So then, what is stopping it from doing that?

  • You are.
    I knew it.

Mister God and I had a really nice conversation just like in those good old times. There hardly is any illness or injury in this world that someone didn’t heal from. They call those spontaneous, unexplainable, miracle healings. The subconscious mind is like a fertile soil on which the seeds of our thoughts and beliefs fall, and both the good and the bad will grow.

A magnetized piece of steel will lift about twelve times its own weight, and if you demagnetize this same piece of steel, it will not even lift a feather. Similarly, there are two types of men. There is a magnetized man who is full of confidence and faith. He knows that he is born to win and to succeed. Then, there is the type of man who is demagnetized. He is full of fears and doubts. Opportunities come, and he says, “I might fail; I might lose my money; people will laugh at me.” This type of man will not get very far in life because, if he is afraid to go forward, he will simply stay where he is. Become a magnetized man and discover the master secret of the ages.

Murphy, Joseph. The Power of Your Subconscious Mind (p. 5). Martino Fine Books. Kindle Edition.

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